Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
once upon a time
once upon a time
my world made sense
people were not against me
the pressure was not so intense
once upon a time
you loved me too
you drew me with your eyes
your face was refreshing
like morning dew
once upon a time
our future was bright
and id cry from laughter
when i thought of you at night
once upon a time
your face didn't cause me pain
and the sound of your voice
drove my addictively insane
once upon a time
my dreams seemed real
and before you
i never knew love was real
once upon a time
you loved me too
once upon a time
it was just me and you
but more than once you broke my heart
and now my world is dark
and we are apart
once upon a time
once upon a time
my world made sense
people were not against me
the pressure was not so intense
once upon a time
you loved me too
you drew me with your eyes
your face was refreshing
like morning dew
once upon a time
our future was bright
and id cry from laughter
when i thought of you at night
once upon a time
your face didn't cause me pain
and the sound of your voice
drove my addictively insane
once upon a time
my dreams seemed real
and before you
i never knew love was real
once upon a time
you loved me too
once upon a time
it was just me and you
but more than once you broke my heart
and now my world is dark
and we are apart
once upon a time
once upon a time
i know you will hurt me,
i know you will hurt me,
i know you will leave me,
i know you will break my heart,
i know you will not be with me forever,
but still i am giving you my every breath,
i know you will leave me,
i know you will break my heart,
i know you will not be with me forever,
but still i am giving you my every breath,
my every happiness,my every emotion,
my heart and my life,
please try to break my heart
because only it's only you
who can change my feelings for you
becoz i really love you,
i love you ….
my heart and my life,
please try to break my heart
because only it's only you
who can change my feelings for you
becoz i really love you,
i love you ….
Poems
Love
She need me no more........
Once upon a time there was a lady called …?
Who loved me very sincerely with her soft heart
She was my life and lived with me for five years
She did everything to me what ever I loved for
But today she need me no more with fault reason
She was my woman and walked away from my heart
Now, she made my life miserable and left me alone
Love was no meaning for her and memories are gone stray
Will she ever feel my love with her was unconditional
There are days I shed my tears for her
How many times in the silent nights I felt for her
She was my love and cared me for five years
She did love to me when ever I needed
But today she need me no more with fault reason
She was my woman and walked away from my heart
Now, she made my life miserable and left me alone
Love was no meaning for her and memories are gone stray
Will she ever feel my love with her was unconditional
Who loved me very sincerely with her soft heart
She was my life and lived with me for five years
She did everything to me what ever I loved for
But today she need me no more with fault reason
She was my woman and walked away from my heart
Now, she made my life miserable and left me alone
Love was no meaning for her and memories are gone stray
Will she ever feel my love with her was unconditional
There are days I shed my tears for her
How many times in the silent nights I felt for her
She was my love and cared me for five years
She did love to me when ever I needed
But today she need me no more with fault reason
She was my woman and walked away from my heart
Now, she made my life miserable and left me alone
Love was no meaning for her and memories are gone stray
Will she ever feel my love with her was unconditional
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Because you are my love
Missing you so much my love
Day by day it is getting worst
Without you my heart pains with sorrow everyday
My nights are so lonely and days are hurting me
Being you are far away, my love is standstill
Your precious love made me a complete man
But the distance made our love incomplete
You are my only dream woman
And I can not live without you
My love for you is deep and never ending
Waiting anxiously to hug you warmly
And do not want to let you go again
Because you are my love
Day by day it is getting worst
Without you my heart pains with sorrow everyday
My nights are so lonely and days are hurting me
Being you are far away, my love is standstill
Your precious love made me a complete man
But the distance made our love incomplete
You are my only dream woman
And I can not live without you
My love for you is deep and never ending
Waiting anxiously to hug you warmly
And do not want to let you go again
Because you are my love
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Because you are my love
Missing you so much my love
Day by day it is getting worst
Without you my heart pains with sorrow everyday
My nights are so lonely and days are hurting me
Being you are far away, my love is standstill
Your precious love made me a complete man
But the distance made our love incomplete
You are my only dream woman
And I can not live without you
My love for you is deep and never ending
Waiting anxiously to hug you warmly
And do not want to let you go again
Because you are my love
Day by day it is getting worst
Without you my heart pains with sorrow everyday
My nights are so lonely and days are hurting me
Being you are far away, my love is standstill
Your precious love made me a complete man
But the distance made our love incomplete
You are my only dream woman
And I can not live without you
My love for you is deep and never ending
Waiting anxiously to hug you warmly
And do not want to let you go again
Because you are my love
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CALL ME
Call me, when you are alone
You know your voice will make my day
You know how much I wait to hear your voice
You know how much I feel for you
You know you can shun my loneliness
You know I listen to you through my tears
You know my tears brings joy to me
You know my heart has grown big
You know your heart is pressed with me
You know I have so many wishes in my heart
You know I am sitting here and thinking how to start
You know I want to send my hugs to you
You know I love you forever in so many ways
Call me again and again when you are alone
You know your voice will make my day
You know how much I wait to hear your voice
You know how much I feel for you
You know you can shun my loneliness
You know I listen to you through my tears
You know my tears brings joy to me
You know my heart has grown big
You know your heart is pressed with me
You know I have so many wishes in my heart
You know I am sitting here and thinking how to start
You know I want to send my hugs to you
You know I love you forever in so many ways
Call me again and again when you are alone
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Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
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Cry A River
If a broken heart could cry a river
To float my boat upon
I would cry all night my love
and in the morning be gone
to travel far away from here
where no one knows I cried
because you told me you don't love me
and a part of me has died
If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea
and leave behind this hurt I feel
I'd take the chance and flee
but no...I'd love you still
If a broken heart could cry a river
to float my boat upon
I would cry all night my love
and in the morning be gone
If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea
would you change your mind and go with me
come sail on my salty sea...
come sail away with me...
To float my boat upon
I would cry all night my love
and in the morning be gone
to travel far away from here
where no one knows I cried
because you told me you don't love me
and a part of me has died
If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea
and leave behind this hurt I feel
I'd take the chance and flee
but no...I'd love you still
If a broken heart could cry a river
to float my boat upon
I would cry all night my love
and in the morning be gone
If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea
would you change your mind and go with me
come sail on my salty sea...
come sail away with me...
Like the Touch of Rain
Like the touch of rain she was
On a man's flesh and hair and eyes
When the joy of walking thus
Has taken him by surprise:
With the love of the storm he burns,
He sings, he laughs, well I know how,
But forgets when he returns
As I shall not forget her 'Go now'.
Those two words shut a door
Between me and the blessed rain
That was never shut before
and will not open again.
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Like the Touch of Rain
Like the touch of rain she was
On a man's flesh and hair and eyes
When the joy of walking thus
Has taken him by surprise:
With the love of the storm he burns,
He sings, he laughs, well I know how,
But forgets when he returns
As I shall not forget her 'Go now'.
Those two words shut a door
Between me and the blessed rain
That was never shut before
and will not open again.
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Lonely heart
at night I breakdown and cry
and sometimes I don't even know why
my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame?
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
I'm not sure which way to go
is it my heart that I should follow
heart I'm so unsure
and now I need you more than before
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
tell me I'm not the only
broken heart feeling lonely
I know everything heals in time
but can time heal this lonely heart of mine
at night I breakdown and cry
and sometimes I don't even know why
my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame?
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
heart I know your my only friend
and one day we'll find love again
..................................................................................
and sometimes I don't even know why
my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame?
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
I'm not sure which way to go
is it my heart that I should follow
heart I'm so unsure
and now I need you more than before
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
tell me I'm not the only
broken heart feeling lonely
I know everything heals in time
but can time heal this lonely heart of mine
at night I breakdown and cry
and sometimes I don't even know why
my loneliness is driving me insane
so is my lonely heart the one to blame?
heart I'm calling on you
give me the strength to pull through
but still I must believe
there's another lonely heart out there
waiting for me waiting for me
heart I know your my only friend
and one day we'll find love again
..................................................................................
Poems
Alone
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Dying Alone In Public
Like the lonely winter tree
Outstretched branches
with never any leaves
Lonely skeletons,
with lonely smiles
Looking away
while trying to hide
Their outstretched
lonely eyes
Outstretched branches
with never any leaves
Lonely skeletons,
with lonely smiles
Looking away
while trying to hide
Their outstretched
lonely eyes
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Who Will Cry For The Little Girl?
Who will cry for the little girl,
the little girl that sleeps,
Who will cry for the little girlthe
Little girl that weeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that will soon be grown
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who can't make it on her own
Who will cry for the little girlthe little girl
who sits and stands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who watches life in her hands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that gives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that lives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that sleeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl inside of me
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who used to be ME! !
the little girl that sleeps,
Who will cry for the little girlthe
Little girl that weeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that will soon be grown
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who can't make it on her own
Who will cry for the little girlthe little girl
who sits and stands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who watches life in her hands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that gives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that lives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that sleeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl inside of me
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who used to be ME! !
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You're Leaving
Hell will be heaven,
Misery will be fun,
War will be peace,
If that's what you wish...
I'm laughing
when myself is dying,
I'm laughing when my life is nothing,
I'm laughing when my eyes is bleeding,
But I'm crying when you are leaving
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The Memories
I didn't imagine this could ever happen to me.
My best friend is hurting,
And I can't even see.
The pain she must be feeling,
While she is lying there.
Just the thought of it,
I can't even bear.
It makes me think of all the good times we shared.
The times when we were happy,
And the times when we were scared.
We would walk alone,Along her dark dirt road,
Frightened as can be
Because of the stories we once told.
The good and bad times have all gone by,
And thinking of them
Makes me want to sit down and cry.
The memories will always last,
They can never die.
They will go on and on
As long as we both try.
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At Night
At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true
At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left
At night I wish we could go to the way things were
At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended
At night I lay and think of us,
I mean you and I
At night I realize there's no more us
At night I dream of us together again
At night I wish for us to be together again
But in the morning I realize it was all
At Night
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She Walk On Lonely Street
She walks along this lonely street
no one to dry her tears
massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears
Seeing life through tainted heart
making everything gray Alone,
her life, anew to start Always searching for a way
But life goes on no matter what
That fact she cannot quell
Memories ne'er to be forgot
So she keeps walking this lonely street
Keeps searching to find her way
Every night she lies down to sleep
And prays tomorrow's a better day
Poems
Lonely
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Something
And so it came to be
this isolation that I am
I can only look to me
to find the way it all began -this confusion,
constanthunger for something more than this
I strive to find this beingthat I envision,
yet seem to miss.
Could it be that I am empty-or maybe a little lost?
Could it be that I am lonely,
or seek happiness at any cost?
This never-ending Somethingthat
I am living deep inside,
depicts the illusion of my
selfand all I have to hide.
"So long..."
You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Dear, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Dear, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Dear,I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.So I will just say,
"So long..."Until we meet again.
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Dear, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
Dear, you will always be with me
In spirit and in mind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
Dear,I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.So I will just say,
"So long..."Until we meet again.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
December day
It was a cold and windy December day,
When my friend sadly passed away.
This was the day when a Man with a Bomb,
took away my friends life.
I shut my eyes,
praying it was just a dream,
But unfortunately it was reality,
the most awful thing I had ever seen.
I can still remember her last screams,
and the fear in her eyes,
And her last words were "I don't want to die"
I can still see her lying there on the ground,
with her own blood all around.
I watched her die,
there was nothing I could do,
And as She died,
a part of me died too.
(I wrote this poem from deep within my heart. It is a true poem and I would like to share my version of events the day my friend lost her life. It is about my friend)
Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Saying Good-bye
Sitting here thinking about you,
I here you call my name,
As I turn to see who's calling me
I see no one, only hear your voice.
I glance across the room,
To see if anyone else hears it too.
But no one seems to notice the look on my face.
I miss you so much,
I keep telling you,
But you don't seem to hear me.
Still you're calling out my name, only louder,
As the tears rolled down my face,
I glance around the room,
And see you amongst my family, and friends
The look upon your face says you're peaceful now.
I realized it was time to let you go.
Although I will always love and miss you.
I turn my head to see if anyone notices you.
Then I turn back, and you're gone.I hear you, so very gently say,
"I love you", "Good- Bye!""Bye", I said . . .
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Alone Forever
My feelings make me alone,
Alone forever.
My friends don’t know my feelings,
My friends don’t know my feelings,
My family don’t know my feelings,
I’m alone.
I can be in a crowd yet alone,
I can be in a crowd yet alone,
I walk alone,I talk alone,
I live alone.
My feelings are what separate me,
My feelings are what separate me,
My feelings make me alone.
I wish to be whole,
I wish to be whole,
I try to bring myself together,
I become strong in the process but ill still be,
Alone forever.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
TOO LATE
I didn't know I loved you
Until you went away.
I didn't much think of you
Up to that final day.
The music that was you
I only noticed when it stopped.
I didn't take the time to
Tell you that I cared a lot.
My love of life went with you
Too late for me to say
I didn't know how much
I loved you
Until the day you went away.
Young Age
You left at such a Young Age
We had so much to do in such little time
But now that you died my World has Collided
The day you slipped from me was the day
I slipped from myself
Since you’ve been gone
Nothing has been the same
I've been locked down in these chains
Like a hallow tree stuck in the ground
And can never be free
You left without a sound
And left me there to drown
My pillow was all warm and wet
I couldn’t believe you left
Now your gone forever
While I'm stuck in this world of hate
With a heart full of pain
I wish everything could change
So I could have you here with me
Instead of you being so far away
Because this isn't fair
That you left at such a young age .
(One of my closes friend past away and she was only 19 year)
I'm hurt
I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care! I'm sorry,
I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight,
that for a moment I could feel the light....
Thursday, March 19, 2009
LOVELESS WEEKEND
Another loveless weekend
And It’s my fault I’m alone.
I toss and turn in the dark
Feeling pain I’ve never known.
Just outside my window
Just outside my window
There’s a full moon in the sky.
Every leaf is dancing
As the winds of night pass by.
There’s sorrow in my heart
There’s sorrow in my heart
And a tear in my eye.
First one, then another
Till my pillow is no longer dry.
I took your love for granted
I took your love for granted
Putting your needs on the shelf.
Feasting on all you gave
Only thinking of myself.
Then God sent you another
Then God sent you another
To reward the person you are.
Someone who would love you
At home and afar.
As I sit out here
Just one person comes to mind,
I ask myself why,
But no answer comes to mind,
Maybe it’s because I miss her or maybe
because I wish she was here by my side,
But still no true answer comes to my mind,
But as I sit here,
My heart start beating faster and faster,
Suddenly my heart skips a beat,I
can't breathe I can't think I can't see,
I ask myself why,
But only one answer can come to mind,
And it’s you,
You are the one that makes me weak,
The one that I look forward to seeing every waking minute that I breathe,
You are my all,
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes,
I see your true self.
I see you're sweet, and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.
When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
No matter what happens,
those eyes will one day close
And forever rest in peace.
But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,
There you will be.
The loneliest star
Last night I saw star
The loneliest star in the sky
Sparkled like a diamond
Twinkled in my dreamy eyes.
I watched her each and every second
The loneliest star in the sky
I took steps to her distance
As I turned back, making a sigh.
I blinked by her brightness
The loneliest star in the sky
I contemplated her beauty
That flashed so high.
I left her presence
The loneliest star in the sky
I kept her in this dream
So she can fall and make a wish to fly.

Hate
I hate myself for this
I hate this person I've become
I hate who I am and who I thought
I would never be
I hate my ......
for making me this way
I hate the selfishness
I have now become
I hate the endless pain
I put people through
I hate the way
I hide myself in this pain
I hate the crazy world
Im living in called my life
I hate when my friends suffer
because of my problems
I hate the fact that everything
I've worked so hard not to be is
what defines me
I hate that people cant see who I really am
I hate that my heart is broken with
no one to put it back together
A Girl Like You
How did I get a girl like you?
A girl that's smart, pretty, and true.
A girl that I can hold tight.
A girl that is ''just right''.
A girl that can make my sun rise,
And my sun set.
A girl that is nice and wise.
A girl that I will never forget.
A girl that I can hold for hours.
A girl that I can love forever.
A girl that doesn't need any flowers.
A girl that is very smart and clever.
A girl that goes by the name 'insert'.
A girl that I love so much.
A girl that I will always keep in my soul.
A girl that can make my day with just a single touch.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
She Stole Me
She stole me, my identity My personality
What I live for, What I breath for,
What I'd fight for,
what I'd die for.You told them it was your idea
You lied to them about your taste
The way you dressed
The way you wore your hair
The way you did your make-up
She stole my, my identity
My personality
What I live for, What I breath for
What I'd fight for, what I'd die for
All i know, is that i am me
You are you
You can never be me
I can never be consumed by you
It won't work, even though....
She stole my, my identity
My personality
What I live for, What I breath for
What I'd fight for, what I'd die for
Identity
They all try to look the same
all try to give themselves a name
pick on the boy who is all alone
just because his identity is his own
what has this world come to?
all this wrong that people do
just for the image they want to show
down the evil path they seem to go
l feel for the guy you make look a fool
A cool identity isn't a need
Your identity should be your own
A better person you will be known.
Thursday, March 12, 2009

Love me in the Springtime,
when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer,
when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn,
when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter,
when the snow is falling down.
Love me when I'm happy,
and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good,
or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty,
or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good,
or when I'm feeling pain.
Love me always darlin',
in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin',
after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin',
until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin',
for I'll be lovin' you!
My LoveMy love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.
My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.
My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.
I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,

I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
Why So Lonely
Why so lonely, little girl?
Why do you cry, little girl?
Why do you hurt, little girl?
Why the tears, little girl?
I am alone, says the little girl.
I am unloved, says the little girl.
I am unwanted, says the little girl.
I am crying, says the little girl.
Why are you alone, little girl?
Why are you unloved, little girl?
Why are you unwanted, little girl?
Why are you crying, little girl?
He has forgotten me, says the little girl.
He does not love me, says the little girl.
He does not want me, says the little girl.
But I love him, says the little girl.

All Different Girls
Pretty girl, who is to blame
Frightened girl, they don’t know her name
Saddened girl, who cries at night
Distant girl, who’s out of sight
Psycho girl, with scars on her wrists
Fairytale girl, who don’t exist
Silent girl, without a name
Ignored girl, who’s filled with shame
Faking girl, with plastic smiles
Freakish girl, from a thousand miles
Emotionless girl, cant feel much pain
Darkened girl, who brings the rain
Crying girl, tears start to flood
Psychotic girl, who drains her blood
Hated girl, who no one loves Such a weak girl,
who’s no longer though
Angry girl, there is no cure
Happy girl, she is no more
Hidden girl, she covers her scars
Prisoned girl, lived behind her life’s bars
Crazy girl, who bleeds so much
Lonely girl, who’s out of touch
Stupid girl, who no one likes
Beaten girl, who always fights
Pretty girl, don’t give up now
Suicide girl, there’s someway, somehow
Autumn
Autumn was it when we first met
Autumn is it what I can't forget
Autumn have made me alive
because in Autumn you entered my life
In Autumn you came like a summer breece
I didn't realize what it is
In Autumn I fell in love at first sight
I knew that everything was alright
In Autumn there was that special dance
I knew our love will not have a chance
In Autumn I was under your spell
Autumn - a secret I will never tell
In Autumn you showed me pride
I wish I had never left your side
In Autumn miracles came true
everything I was loging for was you
That Autumn changed my life in many ways
I will never forget those special days
Autumn was it when we first met
Autumn is it what I can't forget
September
The months passed by quick this year
And now you see September's here
There's a whispered secret in the wind
As you feel the breeze against your ear
Listen close and you will find
The hidden wishes in your mind
The dreams abandoned months ago
No longer wish to be denied
Gently they return again
In the soft September wind
To sooth your fears and warm your soul
So open up and let them in
Take some time and share with me
The man that you have grown to be
And by the time September's passed
You'll see true love is here with me
Another September
If you still remember
Things were different last September
Leaving these rainy days aside
Some people were still here with us
Some people dear to us
Some others whom we hated
Another September could only bring some change
Some things in our lives we have to rearrange
Some feeling between us of strange
We become strangers
We become silent
We share our silence
And we are separated by the silence
Between usAnother September
May bring to me
Other dear people
And a new way to see life
Another September
Will lock and hide somewhere
Last September’s memories
and bring with it a new beginning
Places I’ve been toLast September
I’ve not set foot there
This other September
I ran away
Towards new ones
Last September is a dream
Memories of times gone
This September is reality
Life being lived at the moment now
Do you remember...because I do
I remember when you said I love you
I remember when I said yeah me too
I remember when you said love me
I remember when you carved our names in that old oak tree
I remember our first Date
and I ignored the fact that you missed
I remember when you said together...always
I remember when I stood in front of you dazzled and amazed
I remember the sparkle in your eyes
and I remember the tears you made me cry
I remember when I could never be truly honest with you
I remember me packing,
and you asking is there anything that I can do
I remember when I looked into your eyes
and I remember
when we said our goodbyes
It was August
It was August I remember
I remember when I met her
She was perfect
I remember
in her body, mind and soul
In September I remember
I remember her all over
She was perfect I remember
in her body, mind and soul
In October I remember
I remember her all over
We were lovers I remember
in body, mind and soul
In November I remember
I remember lies she told me
She was wilful I remember
Wilful to the n'th degree
In December I remember
I remember it was over
Still, she is all that I remember
Love forever sweet.........?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
i like being lonely
i like being lonely
because everytime i'll be alone
i can see you like dreaming in vain
no one can realize
how i feel when i'am alone
lonely is such a word
can't express by words
now i realize being lonely
is not being safe
lonelliness means crying and loving in silence
no one know's how lonely Inow living without you
without any reason
without any trace of living
sad to say i'am still loving you
but how can i say that to you
if i don't know were are you
still saying I Miss U
Lonely Girl, Lonely Heart
She curled up on her windowsill,
A lonely girl, crying out her heart,
For the boy that never loved her,
And the friends that just don't care.
She wallows up in her pain,
The girl with the lonely heart,
The girl with no boy to love,
But she didnt see what mattered.
She walked up the hallway,
makeup smuged,
Tears running,
the people they stared.
Untill now, they never knew,
She was just a lonely girl,
with a lonely heart waiting for someone to love.
The death of a friend
I try to be brave
But I can't stop the tears
When I visit her grave
Can He be replaced
I don't see how
She was my buddy
She was my pal
I am lonely at home
I am lonely at Room
I miss my friend
She was so cool
I go to the park
I try to play ball
But is's not the same
Not at all Lonely nights
And lonely days
I want my friend
I want Her back
The death of a friend
She's not coming back.
when im lonely
When I’m lonely
I’m NEVER ALONE
I’m surrounded by people
That is not my own
When I’m lonely
I’m ENCLOSED IN HATE
The madness in my mindOver takes
When I’m lonely
I have people around me
MAKING ME FELL
Like I’m just a boundary
For ever in the shadows
Of all the smiling faces
Of this world
I sit at home
Screaming at the world For casting me in its veil
When I’m lonely I shout out in SPITE
Why do I have to be lonely
Is there no one that’s my own
When I’m lonely
I imagine a valley No life in sight Just me being lonely
When I’m lonely I close my eyes
I hope to wake up To a surprise
I hope to find
Some one whose Not lonely to guide me
I go insane Being alone for so long
It affects your thoughts
When I’m lonely I can not think My thoughts are gone
It’s like my mind is not in sync
When I’m lonely
I Put on a smile
Fooling the world
LOVE…
I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF LOVE
TO BE IN LOVE
TO FEEL LOVE
BUT I HAVE ABUSED THE WORD OF LOVE
USED THE ONE WHO LOVED
I LOVE THE FEELING OF LOVE
THE DEPTH OF LOVE
BUT I HAVE RUINED THE EMOTION OF LOVE
THE SENSITIVITY OF LOVE
I LOVE TO BE TOUCHED BY LOVE
MADE BY LOVE MAKE LOVE
BUT I HAVE MISTREATED THE CARESS FROM LOVE
THE KISS OF LOVE
I LOVE TO LOVED BY LOVE BOUND BY LOVE
BUT I HAVE LOST THAT LOVE
I BROKE MY LOVE
AND NEGLECTED OUR LOVE
I LOVE TO PICTURE LOVE PAINT LOVE
BUT I HAVE DRIED LOVE STOLEN LOVE
I LOVE TO WALK WITH LOVE
TALK TO ME LOVE
FEEL LOVE
HEAR LOVE
SPEAK LOVE
LOVE ME LOVE
LOVE MY KIND OF LOVE
LOVE THIS LOVE
LOVE…LOVE…LOVE...
I AM LOVE…
SAY IT AGAIN LOVE
OVER AND OVER…LOVE
BUT I HAVE RAN FROM LOVE
MUTED THE WORD LOVE
AGAIN AND AGAIN…LOVE
I love...
I love your hair
I love your eyes
I love your voice
I love every thing about you
I love the cute way you dress
I love your cricked smile
I love your dimples
I love every thing about you
I love the ring you always wear
I love the color of your hair
I love your height
I love every thing about you
I love your kindness
I love your love for everything
I love every thing about you
I love you
On tears lonely lonely cry
On tears lonely lonely cry
You always shade on my mind
Even you had flied away
Left me alone in the night
On tears lonely lonely cry
No one can take that place
My first love you have to know
You’ve never gone in my heart
Oh why, oh whyI can’t forget your goodbye
I want crying to you
Bring this pain from my life
On tears lonely lonely cry
My first love you have to know
The memory was closed
In my broken lonely heart
You are beautiful
You are beautiful
Not only because of the brownness of your eyes
Or the shape of your body
Not only because of the fullness of your lips
Or the curl of your eye lashes
You are beautiful because
You want to be
You are beautiful
because God made you
that wayYou are beautiful because in my eyes
THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU
You are beautiful because
you have a heart And that is a beautiful thing
You are beautiful because
you have a brain And that is a beautiful thing
You are beautiful because
You give advice And that is a beautiful thing
You are beautiful because
God made You that way
You are beautiful because in my eyes
THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU
You are beautiful because you have confidence
You are beautiful because you have determination and wit
You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them
You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand
You are beautiful
because God made you beautiful
Dying Alone In Public
Like the lonely winter tree
Outstretched branches
with never any leaves
Lonely skeletons,
with lonely smiles
Looking away
while trying to hide
Their outstretched
lonely eyes
Who Will Cry For The Little Girl?
Who will cry for the little girl,
the little girl that sleeps,
Who will cry for the little girlthe
Little girl that weeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that will soon be grown
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who can't make it on her own
Who will cry for the little girlthe little girl
who sits and stands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who watches life in her hands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that gives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that lives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that sleeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl inside of me
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who used to be ME! !
The Lonely Man
The Lonely Man
Lost Wondering Confused
The Lonely Man
Who is this lonely manIs it you
Is it meIs it the homeless guy outside
The Lonely Man
Always wondering if he’ll be found
Alone in such a big world
Walking the streetsLooking at all the lights
Seeing all the sad peopleSeeing all the happy people
Seeing all the drugs and booze
How is heThis lost soul
This wondering soul
The poor confused man
The Lonely Man
We are all lostWe all are wondering
We all are confused
Where do we go I’m
The Lonely ManYou’re
The Lonely Man
The Lonely Man
Lonely
Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I,
in so many ways
Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I,
that it brings tears.
Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I,
that I reach for a knife
You'r Eyes
Your Eyes They are like stars so bright ,
We could sit together by candle light.
you're the most beautiful girl under the sun,
For me, you are the only one.
In the sea of love with you i would drive,
To get to you, a thousand miles i would drive.
I can't think of anything else at all,
i 'll surely love you until fall.
Poems
Love
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