Alone Forever

My feelings make me alone,

Alone forever.
My friends don’t know my feelings,

My family don’t know my feelings,

I’m alone.
I can be in a crowd yet alone,

I walk alone,I talk alone,

I live alone.
My feelings are what separate me,

My feelings make me alone.
I wish to be whole,

I try to bring myself together,

I become strong in the process but ill still be,

Alone forever.

TOO LATE

I didn't know I loved you

Until you went away.

I didn't much think of you

Up to that final day.

The music that was you

I only noticed when it stopped.

I didn't take the time to

Tell you that I cared a lot.

My love of life went with you

Too late for me to say

I didn't know how much

I loved you

Until the day you went away.

Young Age

You left at such a Young Age

We had so much to do in such little time

But now that you died my World has Collided

The day you slipped from me was the day

I slipped from myself

Since you’ve been gone

Nothing has been the same

I've been locked down in these chains

Like a hallow tree stuck in the ground

And can never be free

You left without a sound

And left me there to drown

My pillow was all warm and wet

I couldn’t believe you left

Now your gone forever

While I'm stuck in this world of hate

With a heart full of pain

I wish everything could change

So I could have you here with me

Instead of you being so far away

Because this isn't fair

That you left at such a young age .

(One of my closes friend past away and she was only 19 year)

I'm hurt

I'm hurt all the time.

I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.

I just want someone to hold me...

I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.

If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.

Anyone find me! Anyone care! I'm sorry,

I just don't want to be alone anymore.

I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.

No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.

Someone find me! I'm scared.

Please hold me until it all ends.

Just hold me that’s all I want.

I don't want to be alone in the dark.

Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.

Just hold me as I start to cry.

Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.

Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.

Just hold me so tight,

that for a moment I could feel the light....

LOVELESS WEEKEND

Another loveless weekend

And It’s my fault I’m alone.

I toss and turn in the dark

Feeling pain I’ve never known.
Just outside my window

There’s a full moon in the sky.

Every leaf is dancing

As the winds of night pass by.
There’s sorrow in my heart

And a tear in my eye.

First one, then another

Till my pillow is no longer dry.
I took your love for granted

Putting your needs on the shelf.

Feasting on all you gave

Only thinking of myself.
Then God sent you another

To reward the person you are.

Someone who would love you

At home and afar.

As I sit out here

Just one person comes to mind,

I ask myself why,

But no answer comes to mind,

Maybe it’s because I miss her or maybe

because I wish she was here by my side,

But still no true answer comes to my mind,

But as I sit here,

My heart start beating faster and faster,

Suddenly my heart skips a beat,I

can't breathe I can't think I can't see,

I ask myself why,

But only one answer can come to mind,

And it’s you,

You are the one that makes me weak,

The one that I look forward to seeing every waking minute that I breathe,

You are my all,

Your Eyes

When I look at your eyes,

I see your true self.

I see you're sweet, and caring.

I see you're giving and forgiving.

I see your love for me.

When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying

When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.

I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again

That I'll never see the love or the sweetness

Or the love that makes you who you are.

One day you'll be gone - gone from me.

Gone from this world.

When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying

When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.

I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again

That I'll never see the love or the sweetness

Or the love that makes you who you are.

One day you'll be gone - gone from me.

No matter what happens,

those eyes will one day close

And forever rest in peace.

But you'll never be completely gone,

Because every time I close my eyes,

There you will be.

The loneliest star

Last night I saw star

The loneliest star in the sky

Sparkled like a diamond

Twinkled in my dreamy eyes.

I watched her each and every second

The loneliest star in the sky

I took steps to her distance

As I turned back, making a sigh.

I blinked by her brightness

The loneliest star in the sky

I contemplated her beauty

That flashed so high.

I left her presence

The loneliest star in the sky

I kept her in this dream

So she can fall and make a wish to fly.

Hate

I hate myself for this

I hate this person I've become

I hate who I am and who I thought

I would never be

I hate my ......

for making me this way

I hate the selfishness

I have now become

I hate the endless pain

I put people through

I hate the way

I hide myself in this pain

I hate the crazy world

Im living in called my life

I hate when my friends suffer

because of my problems

I hate the fact that everything

I've worked so hard not to be is

what defines me

I hate that people cant see who I really am

I hate that my heart is broken with

no one to put it back together

A Girl Like You

How did I get a girl like you?

A girl that's smart, pretty, and true.

A girl that I can hold tight.

A girl that is ''just right''.

A girl that can make my sun rise,

And my sun set.

A girl that is nice and wise.

A girl that I will never forget.

A girl that I can hold for hours.

A girl that I can love forever.

A girl that doesn't need any flowers.

A girl that is very smart and clever.

A girl that goes by the name 'insert'.

A girl that I love so much.

A girl that I will always keep in my soul.

A girl that can make my day with just a single touch.

She Stole Me

She stole me, my identity My personality

What I live for, What I breath for,

What I'd fight for,

what I'd die for.You told them it was your idea

You lied to them about your taste

The way you dressed

The way you wore your hair

The way you did your make-up

She stole my, my identity

My personality

What I live for, What I breath for

What I'd fight for, what I'd die for

All i know, is that i am me

You are you

You can never be me

I can never be consumed by you

It won't work, even though....

She stole my, my identity

My personality

What I live for, What I breath for

What I'd fight for, what I'd die for

Identity

They all try to look the same

all try to give themselves a name

pick on the boy who is all alone

just because his identity is his own

what has this world come to?

all this wrong that people do

just for the image they want to show

down the evil path they seem to go

l feel for the guy you make look a fool

A cool identity isn't a need

Your identity should be your own

A better person you will be known.

Together You And I

Together you and I

can reach stars in the sky

Together you and I

can touch rainbows if we try

Together you and I

can make the moon smile

together you and I

make heaven seem like a mile

Together you and I

can make the rain fall

Because our love is special

and together we have it all

Love me in the Springtime,

when all is green and new,

Love me in the Summer,

when the sky is oh so blue,

Love me in the Autumn,

when the leaves are turning brown,

Love me in the Winter,

when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy,

and even when I'm sad,

Love me when I'm good,

or when I'm oh so bad,

Love me when I'm pretty,

or if my face is plain,

Love me when I'm feeling good,

or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin',

in the rain or shining sun,

Love me always darlin',

after all is said and done,

Love me always darlin',

until all our life is through,

Love me always darlin',

for I'll be lovin' you!

My LoveMy love is like an ocean

It goes down so deep

My love is like a rose

Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river

That will never end

My love is like a dove

With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song

That goes on and on forever

My love is like a prisoner

It's to you that I surrender.

I Will Love You Forever

I love you so deeply,

I love you so much,

I love the sound of your voice

And the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile

And your kind, thoughtful way,

The joy that you bring

To my life every day.

I love you today

As I have from the start,

And I'll love you forever

With all of my heart.

Why So Lonely

Why so lonely, little girl?

Why do you cry, little girl?

Why do you hurt, little girl?

Why the tears, little girl?

I am alone, says the little girl.

I am unloved, says the little girl.

I am unwanted, says the little girl.

I am crying, says the little girl.

Why are you alone, little girl?

Why are you unloved, little girl?

Why are you unwanted, little girl?

Why are you crying, little girl?

He has forgotten me, says the little girl.

He does not love me, says the little girl.

He does not want me, says the little girl.

But I love him, says the little girl.

All Different Girls

Pretty girl, who is to blame

Frightened girl, they don’t know her name

Saddened girl, who cries at night

Distant girl, who’s out of sight

Psycho girl, with scars on her wrists

Fairytale girl, who don’t exist

Silent girl, without a name

Ignored girl, who’s filled with shame

Faking girl, with plastic smiles

Freakish girl, from a thousand miles

Emotionless girl, cant feel much pain

Darkened girl, who brings the rain

Crying girl, tears start to flood

Psychotic girl, who drains her blood

Hated girl, who no one loves Such a weak girl,

who’s no longer though

Angry girl, there is no cure

Happy girl, she is no more

Hidden girl, she covers her scars

Prisoned girl, lived behind her life’s bars

Crazy girl, who bleeds so much

Lonely girl, who’s out of touch

Stupid girl, who no one likes

Beaten girl, who always fights

Pretty girl, don’t give up now

Suicide girl, there’s someway, somehow

Autumn

Autumn was it when we first met

Autumn is it what I can't forget

Autumn have made me alive

because in Autumn you entered my life

In Autumn you came like a summer breece

I didn't realize what it is

In Autumn I fell in love at first sight

I knew that everything was alright

In Autumn there was that special dance

I knew our love will not have a chance

In Autumn I was under your spell

Autumn - a secret I will never tell

In Autumn you showed me pride

I wish I had never left your side

In Autumn miracles came true

everything I was loging for was you

That Autumn changed my life in many ways

I will never forget those special days

Autumn was it when we first met

Autumn is it what I can't forget

September

The months passed by quick this year

And now you see September's here

There's a whispered secret in the wind

As you feel the breeze against your ear

Listen close and you will find

The hidden wishes in your mind

The dreams abandoned months ago

No longer wish to be denied

Gently they return again

In the soft September wind

To sooth your fears and warm your soul

So open up and let them in

Take some time and share with me

The man that you have grown to be

And by the time September's passed

You'll see true love is here with me

Another September

If you still remember

Things were different last September

Leaving these rainy days aside

Some people were still here with us

Some people dear to us

Some others whom we hated

Another September could only bring some change

Some things in our lives we have to rearrange

Some feeling between us of strange

We become strangers

We become silent

We share our silence

And we are separated by the silence

Between usAnother September

May bring to me

Other dear people

And a new way to see life

Another September

Will lock and hide somewhere

Last September’s memories

and bring with it a new beginning

Places I’ve been toLast September

I’ve not set foot there

This other September

I ran away

Towards new ones

Last September is a dream

Memories of times gone

This September is reality

Life being lived at the moment now

Do you remember...because I do

I remember when you said I love you

I remember when I said yeah me too

I remember when you said love me

I remember when you carved our names in that old oak tree

I remember our first Date

and I ignored the fact that you missed

I remember when you said together...always

I remember when I stood in front of you dazzled and amazed

I remember the sparkle in your eyes

and I remember the tears you made me cry

I remember when I could never be truly honest with you

I remember me packing,

and you asking is there anything that I can do

I remember when I looked into your eyes

and I remember

when we said our goodbyes

It was August

It was August I remember

I remember when I met her

She was perfect

I remember

in her body, mind and soul

In September I remember

I remember her all over

She was perfect I remember

in her body, mind and soul

In October I remember

I remember her all over

We were lovers I remember

in body, mind and soul

In November I remember

I remember lies she told me

She was wilful I remember

Wilful to the n'th degree

In December I remember

I remember it was over

Still, she is all that I remember

Love forever sweet.........?

LOST

I AM LOST IN YOUR EYES

I AM LOST IN YOUR HEART

I AM LOST IN YOUR HAND

I AM LOST IN YOUR WORDS

I AM LOST WHIT OUT U

I AM LOST UP IN THE SKY

I AM LOST WHIT FEELINGS

I LOST MY SOUL

I LOST MYLIFE

I LOST U

I LOST IN LOVE WHIT U COME

BACK TO ME

I BE WAITHING 4 U

EVER DAY OF MYLIFE

I BE HERE WAITHING!

i like being lonely

i like being lonely

because everytime i'll be alone

i can see you like dreaming in vain

no one can realize

how i feel when i'am alone

lonely is such a word

can't express by words

now i realize being lonely

is not being safe

lonelliness means crying and loving in silence

no one know's how lonely Inow living without you

without any reason

without any trace of living

sad to say i'am still loving you

but how can i say that to you

if i don't know were are you

still saying I Miss U

I Am Lonely

I am lonely everyday

as I watch the world

pass my way.

I am lonely in my room

as I stare at the wall

sand been thinking of you.

I am lonely outside

as I see you

passing me by.

I am lonely inside

as I see that day

you had died.

Lonely Girl, Lonely Heart

She curled up on her windowsill,

A lonely girl, crying out her heart,

For the boy that never loved her,

And the friends that just don't care.

She wallows up in her pain,

The girl with the lonely heart,

The girl with no boy to love,

But she didnt see what mattered.

She walked up the hallway,

makeup smuged,

Tears running,

the people they stared.

Untill now, they never knew,

She was just a lonely girl,

with a lonely heart waiting for someone to love.

The death of a friend

I try to be brave

But I can't stop the tears

When I visit her grave

Can He be replaced

I don't see how

She was my buddy

She was my pal

I am lonely at home

I am lonely at Room

I miss my friend

She was so cool

I go to the park

I try to play ball

But is's not the same

Not at all Lonely nights

And lonely days

I want my friend

I want Her back

The death of a friend

She's not coming back.

when im lonely

When I’m lonely

I’m NEVER ALONE

I’m surrounded by people

That is not my own

When I’m lonely

I’m ENCLOSED IN HATE

The madness in my mindOver takes

When I’m lonely

I have people around me

MAKING ME FELL

Like I’m just a boundary

For ever in the shadows

Of all the smiling faces

Of this world

I sit at home

Screaming at the world For casting me in its veil

When I’m lonely I shout out in SPITE

Why do I have to be lonely

Is there no one that’s my own

When I’m lonely

I imagine a valley No life in sight Just me being lonely

When I’m lonely I close my eyes

I hope to wake up To a surprise

I hope to find

Some one whose Not lonely to guide me

I go insane Being alone for so long

It affects your thoughts

When I’m lonely I can not think My thoughts are gone

It’s like my mind is not in sync

When I’m lonely

I Put on a smile

Fooling the world

LOVE…

I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF LOVE

TO BE IN LOVE

TO FEEL LOVE

BUT I HAVE ABUSED THE WORD OF LOVE

USED THE ONE WHO LOVED

I LOVE THE FEELING OF LOVE

THE DEPTH OF LOVE

BUT I HAVE RUINED THE EMOTION OF LOVE

THE SENSITIVITY OF LOVE

I LOVE TO BE TOUCHED BY LOVE

MADE BY LOVE MAKE LOVE

BUT I HAVE MISTREATED THE CARESS FROM LOVE

THE KISS OF LOVE

I LOVE TO LOVED BY LOVE BOUND BY LOVE

BUT I HAVE LOST THAT LOVE

I BROKE MY LOVE

AND NEGLECTED OUR LOVE

I LOVE TO PICTURE LOVE PAINT LOVE

BUT I HAVE DRIED LOVE STOLEN LOVE

I LOVE TO WALK WITH LOVE

TALK TO ME LOVE

FEEL LOVE

HEAR LOVE

SPEAK LOVE

LOVE ME LOVE

LOVE MY KIND OF LOVE

LOVE THIS LOVE

LOVE…LOVE…LOVE...

I AM LOVE…

SAY IT AGAIN LOVE

OVER AND OVER…LOVE

BUT I HAVE RAN FROM LOVE

MUTED THE WORD LOVE

AGAIN AND AGAIN…LOVE

I love...

I love your hair

I love your eyes

I love your voice

I love every thing about you

I love the cute way you dress

I love your cricked smile

I love your dimples

I love every thing about you

I love the ring you always wear

I love the color of your hair

I love your height

I love every thing about you

I love your kindness

I love your love for everything

I love every thing about you

I love you

On tears lonely lonely cry

On tears lonely lonely cry

You always shade on my mind

Even you had flied away

Left me alone in the night

On tears lonely lonely cry

No one can take that place

My first love you have to know

You’ve never gone in my heart

Oh why, oh whyI can’t forget your goodbye

I want crying to you

Bring this pain from my life

On tears lonely lonely cry

My first love you have to know

The memory was closed

In my broken lonely heart

You are beautiful

You are beautiful

Not only because of the brownness of your eyes

Or the shape of your body

Not only because of the fullness of your lips

Or the curl of your eye lashes

You are beautiful because

You want to be

You are beautiful

because God made you

that wayYou are beautiful because in my eyes

THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU

You are beautiful because

you have a heart And that is a beautiful thing

You are beautiful because

you have a brain And that is a beautiful thing

You are beautiful because

You give advice And that is a beautiful thing

You are beautiful because

God made You that way

You are beautiful because in my eyes

THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU

You are beautiful because you have confidence

You are beautiful because you have determination and wit

You are beautiful because you have goals and you plan to reach them

You are beautiful because you are always there to lend a helping hand

You are beautiful

because God made you beautiful

Dying Alone In Public

Like the lonely winter tree

Outstretched branches

with never any leaves

Lonely skeletons,

with lonely smiles

Looking away

while trying to hide

Their outstretched

lonely eyes

Who Will Cry For The Little Girl?

Who will cry for the little girl,

the little girl that sleeps,

Who will cry for the little girlthe

Little girl that weeps

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl that will soon be grown

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl who can't make it on her own

Who will cry for the little girlthe little girl

who sits and stands

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl who watches life in her hands

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl that gives

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl that lives

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl that sleeps

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl inside of me

Who will cry for the little girl

the little girl who used to be ME! !

The Lonely Man

The Lonely Man

Lost Wondering Confused

The Lonely Man

Who is this lonely manIs it you

Is it meIs it the homeless guy outside

The Lonely Man

Always wondering if he’ll be found

Alone in such a big world

Walking the streetsLooking at all the lights

Seeing all the sad peopleSeeing all the happy people

Seeing all the drugs and booze

How is heThis lost soul

This wondering soul

The poor confused man

The Lonely Man

We are all lostWe all are wondering

We all are confused

Where do we go I’m

The Lonely ManYou’re

The Lonely Man

The Lonely Man

Lonely

Lonely are the nights

Lonely are the days

Lonely am I,

in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons

Lonely are the years

So lonely am I,

that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place

Lonely is my life

Lonely am I,

that I reach for a knife

You'r Eyes

Your Eyes They are like stars so bright ,

We could sit together by candle light.

you're the most beautiful girl under the sun,

For me, you are the only one.

In the sea of love with you i would drive,

To get to you, a thousand miles i would drive.

I can't think of anything else at all,

i 'll surely love you until fall.