Dying Alone In Public

Like the lonely winter tree
Outstretched branches

with never any leaves
Lonely skeletons,

with lonely smiles
Looking away

while trying to hide
Their outstretched
lonely eyes

Who Will Cry For The Little Girl?

Who will cry for the little girl,
the little girl that sleeps,
Who will cry for the little girlthe
Little girl that weeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that will soon be grown
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who can't make it on her own
Who will cry for the little girlthe little girl
who sits and stands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who watches life in her hands
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that gives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that lives
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl that sleeps
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl inside of me
Who will cry for the little girl
the little girl who used to be ME! !

Only Wish

Tell me what you saw was beautiful

Only wish I could see myself that way

Something made your heart ache

Only wonder how you could've felt,

But now it's faded,

I feel uglier than before.

You're Leaving

Hell will be heaven,

Misery will be fun,

War will be peace,

If that's what you wish...

I'm laughing

when myself is dying,

I'm laughing when my life is nothing,

I'm laughing when my eyes is bleeding,

But I'm crying when you are leaving

The Memories

I didn't imagine this could ever happen to me.

My best friend is hurting,

And I can't even see.

The pain she must be feeling,

While she is lying there.

Just the thought of it,

I can't even bear.

It makes me think of all the good times we shared.

The times when we were happy,

And the times when we were scared.

We would walk alone,Along her dark dirt road,

Frightened as can be

Because of the stories we once told.

The good and bad times have all gone by,

And thinking of them

Makes me want to sit down and cry.

The memories will always last,

They can never die.

They will go on and on

As long as we both try.

At Night

At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true

At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left

At night I wish we could go to the way things were

At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended

At night I lay and think of us,

I mean you and I

At night I realize there's no more us

At night I dream of us together again

At night I wish for us to be together again

But in the morning I realize it was all

At Night

She Walk On Lonely Street

She walks along this lonely street

no one to dry her tears

massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears

Seeing life through tainted heart

making everything gray Alone,

her life, anew to start Always searching for a way

But life goes on no matter what

That fact she cannot quell

Memories ne'er to be forgot

So she keeps walking this lonely street

Keeps searching to find her way

Every night she lies down to sleep

And prays tomorrow's a better day